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i thought i have no demand on you, i really thought!

but now, i realised that, i always want you to be with me, is a demand. i mean, not want you sitting by my side! but just wanna receive your messages daily! but this is also a demand, i didn't realise this! but when you said you wanna walk out from my life, on that moments onwards, i only realised that, this is a demand! really a demand!!

i cried, while i was deleting all your messages from my handphone. i never realised that i relied on you so much! as much as i can't imagine! can you imagine how do i feel now? i guess you won't!! you will never know how i feel for you in the rest of your life! i think you will think i am one of thousands pieces of your puzzles, with or without me, it doesn't even mean anything! but you mean alot to me!

now, no matter how much i say, you will not come back! and i don't want you to feel bad! do you believe in me? i guess you will never...