headache...

oh my god, oh my god, oh my GOD!!!
i am having serious headache everyday!!!
taking pain killer everyday!!!
argh!!!
when can i get rid of this suffer?
i am going to see vick very soon again!!!
that day i went sunway pyramid, i saw him, yea, it's vick!!! oh my god, he was so friendly!!!
this 31/03/2006 i am going to see him, with my friend's help, i guess to get his signature is as easy as ABC...
yeah!!!!!!!!
hip hip hooray!!!!

home alone...

my family is in thailand now... leaving me alone...
actually i chose to stay back. i hate to travel now...
yay! on 20/03/2006 my k750i will come back to me already...
i have quite lot of things need to do... but i don't know where to start...
now what i wanna do is just go home and continue sleeping... last night i talked in phone with chin chin till 3.00am... giving her some idea on her final year assignment... thank god, at least i can help her...
SLEEPY...

bad moments...

sigh... the longer i talk to EK, the wound is getting worse... i am doubting myself, am i really the one for EK?

i thought i had met a right person, but seems like EK had met the wrong guy... i am too childish, i am not stable, i act like kid, i speak like kid, can't hold my temper, i don't have a good time management, i spend too much money, i always speak nonsense...

i am nothing comparing to EK... EK is nice, patient, and more... am i really the one?

sigh...

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last night was a very unhappy memory...

firstly, i stood melissa up... i went dinner with family, then my mum wanted to go to ceria... so i sent her lo... had to stand melissa up...

secondly, i had had a crash with soon seng. actually it's not crash.. just a very tiny disappointment i had... cos he had totally forgotten what he had promised me before. though it's a very tiny thing, but i always hope friends would remember even a tiny promise... i dislike disappointments... but why it always happens? sigh... my friend said, guys only remember their promise to their beloved ones; but when their love for her is less, they will be lazy to keep their promises already... she said she read it on books... can anyone tell me is it a true?

i wanna keep some distance with him already... cos i dislike people who fail to keep their promise! that's why i always have new friends, then have new, and so on...

happy...

yesterday LIM SHIN YING received her gigantic card! wahaha... she was touched! and she said she likes the card! yay!! at least she appreciates what i made her...

in my memory, i only made her cried for don't know 1 or 2 times... don't get me wrong... her tears was tear of happiness! i never made any girl cried! haha...

hope that she feels what i feel for her as friend, i appreciate het alot! ALOT! i mean it!

sweet days...

hmmm...

concerning to this title above, i wanna tell my friends that i am blessed for all what i have now! i have fellow friends, who always there for me; i have understanding family, who always share my problem!

i had made 2 more great new friends! they are chuan jye & soon seng. chuan jye is a weird person (hope he doesn't read this).. he acts weird, but he also cares for me... how sweet... soon seng is a very special friend of mine, because his birthday is on 22/05/1987. though he is 2 years younger than i, but we were born on same date! so glad! i treat him as my little brother! i always sms with him... he is a art student, full of creativities! thanks to him, else i don't know how long LIM SHIN YING birthday cards had to be in pending list... with his idea, i came out the Lord of the card! the biggest ever card in my own creations! this big thingy is troublesome! cos i don't know how to send it to LIM SHIN YING... sigh... but i still showed it to soon seng, cos he told me to come out a very big card, with big designation on it. last night i showed him... haha... happy...

talking about friends, this year is the 11th year of my friendship with LIM SHIN YING. we knew each other on standard 5, in 5A. our friendship started there... in this 11 years, we had gone through ups and downs, agreements and disagreements, understandings and misunderstandings, sweets, salties, bitter sweets, souries, and hots... i appreciate her for her helps through my down, and doubt moments, without her help, i wouldn't be standing here with recent achievements... without her, i won't be who i am now... it's very hard to maintain a friendship, but my friendship with her is natural. no FAKES.. we spill whatever we feel, we talk whatever we want, no fake, just the very true feelings... simple, but sincere... she is a very special friend of mine!! thank god, for sending his angel to me!

about angels, i have another angel friend without wings... she is joyce... about her, i had talked alot in my blog. anyways, i wanna show my gratitude to her for her kindness... thank you, joyce!

soo yee, chin chin, pi wei, yuk tien, lieh wei, ler wai, poh kuen are all my "white lighter". they guided me alot, so that i didn't bump into dead end...