无心伤害…

有些时候，
无心的话语，
会为另一方带来伤害，
有时，
就连动作也可以让人误解，
从而演变成伤害！

可是，
有没有人想过，
其实关心也会让人误解？
而且因关心而变成的伤害，
却又如此的无奈？

我不怪你，
却恨我自己！

MIRRORS...

last week i went for a movie,
victor sms and asked me to go...
i asked whether it's a horror movie or not,
his answer was YES!!

i started to scare by then...

because i always scare of watching western horror movies 1,
the effect and the makeup are so true!!
then i told him off that i am scared.
his reply had made me firmed...

"no scare cos i am beside u..."

then i went to the movie...
once the movie started,
i was already scared...
the opening was so "geli"!
and from the start,
i sat still,
until the quarter,
people behind couldnt see my head...
because i set mself lower and lower...

then i found myself was too tension and nervous,
so i changed my seat to front row.
and the movie went on more and more horror...
i sat lower,
and lower,
and lower...

suddenly Evonne yelled,
"kee wang, why you so scared ar??"
the whole cinema was sudden staring at me!
so embarassing...

when the part getting horror,
i turned my head aside and dared not watch,
but the Victor at behind kicked my seat,
and asked me to watch!
i was so scared but still forced myself to watch...

and i found out 1 thing,
Victor kept laughing at me at behind...

the bad Victor!!

by then only i know why he said,
"no scare cos i am beside u..."
he beside me to laugh at me!!
so "geram" with him!!

一群新朋友...

this was taken on Mid Autumn Festive also Jen's birthday... the theme is pajamas...



this is victor.. handsome handsome 1... but very nakal...



this is Jen, elder sister... pretty pretty, but naughty...



taken last nite... happy memory...

happy knowing them... we are so happy... we went movie on friday nite... haha.. it's a horror movie... very scary, until all them laughed at me!! we also went funfair... we hang out these few days, very happy...

more and more story to come... stay tuned...

今天...

今天，
我的感触很多，
我也很生气，
可是，
我更应该生气自己，
因为自己不懂得处理问题，
如果自己会更懂得处理，
至少事情的演变，
不会像今日这么多问题！

___

今天，
还是没盼到他的回复，
可是我知道他一定会过得很好！
只是自己会觉得，
失落＋失望＋自卑...
毕竟自己不能成为他的那一位！
怎么办？？
我当初选择走开，
因为我不想伤害他的他...
而且知道自己会输，
不只输而已，
还会输得很难看！
所以趁自己还有尊严时走开！
结果，
现在的我，
哈！
可能他都忘记我是谁了...
悲哀吧！
可笑的是，
我还留着他的信息，
不知是想证明什么，
还是想留下点点的回忆...
无论如何，
我该死心离开了...

___

今天，
和我的他感情升到另一个阶段，
终于明白了！
感情还是细水长流的好，
还是我有先见之明，
从不渴望轰轰烈烈的恋情，
因为，
来得快，
去得也很快！
好比灿烂烟火，
燃烧后只剩下无尽的黑，
我才不要！
我们至少现在会斗嘴，
吵吵闹闹，
满开心的。
现在这样，
我都很满足了...

司仪...

今早，
前往见客户时，
收到一个很吓人的消息，
那就是，

在这来临的星期天，
也就是农历八月十五，
中秋节，
我得成为司仪！！

why....??

why can't i add nana in my msn??
sad...

a confused day...

i don't knw what mood i am supposed to have today,
my car was sold off,
and i am getting my dream car soon,
now,
in a sudden,
i feel sad...

i love my 8750 so much...
i had had too many memories in the car,
ups,
and dwns...

i have already started missing the car...

sad,
yet happy too...

my dream car is coming soon...
i must take a photo of my 8750 and keep it...

my handsome 8750...
thank you for protecting me,
and being a shelter to me,
no matter raining or hot sun,
raging storm or thunder nights,
you always keep me safe from harm!
you never complain,
or hate me,
because you are a good car...

sad,
yet have to let you go,
sorry for my selfishness...
i am sorry...
i can't protect you!!

wish you have a new and better life with your new owner!
good luck!

pajamas' party...!!??

i am being invited to a birthday celebration party,
and i shall blame myself for being too stylish,
the party is based on pajamas theme,
meaning everyone must wear in pajamas...

the party will be held on 14/09/2008,
for the very handsome victor,
D"ZiRe Hair Studio Owner,
and the pretty charming Jen,
Victor's assistance,
birthday celebration...

both their birthday fall in september,
Victor is 07/09,
Jen is on 15/09,
both them very close,
i wonder,
when can i get this kind of connection,
in between my siblings...

close to each other,
relying on each other,
sacrifying for each other,
helping in each other,
caring for each other,
trusting in each other...

i envy,
and jealous...
but,
what can i do??
everyone is so self centered now...

wei...
why do i talk about this??

I W.A.N.N.A. G.O. T.O. T.H.E. P.A.J.A.M.A.S. P.A.R.T.Y.
but no company going with me...!
how??

手语？？

最近，
买了一本泰语的学习本，
打算自习泰语的，
可是那时正逢巅峰时期，
我完全没有时间。

就在这时期，
认识了victor，
发廊老板，
很本事，
但是，
他有说话障碍，
所以与他的沟通，
除了电话简讯，
就是手语了！

本少爷虽精通数种语言，
但是手语，
呵呵呵呵呵呵，
本少爷可说是一窍不通。
所以，
靓仔victor，
拿了一份简单的手语笔记给我，
他希望我可以学了之后，
和他沟通！

哈哈哈哈，
本少爷原本打算买手语自习本，
来学习手语的，
但是现在有免费的课程了...