Thursday, June 30, 2005

business partner SUCKS!!!

I was really upset and disappointed. My business partners betrayed me and I got scolded because of them! Guys, once you’re working, don’t ever trust your business partner 100%. Or else, you will go through the same situation as I did. I trusted in them even I never corporate with them, and I treated them as friends. Well, I had made a big mistake, friends are different from business. Because of this, I had lost my own trust. Hotel side was really angry for my mistake. So I am now regretted for being naïve and trustful in business. No kind and honest man will survive.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

my day on 26 / 06 / 2005...

Today we went to my grandpa’s tomb as it had been finally done! My uncle and I went to plant some dunno what ‘Japan Grass’ yesterday morning, then later in the evening, we went to water those grass again. So tired! Today I cooked spaghetti again, as last time my spaghetti didn’t success! So today I challenged it again! Wahaha! I had made it! It’s so delicious! Today I supposed to meet shin ying 1, but I spent my afternoon sleeping at home, as I didn’t sleep well since last Friday, I should say I didn’t have enough sleep since Friday. I slept at around 4am in the Saturday morning, and then I woke up at 7am… scary!! The previous night I slept at around 3am also. Last night I slept at 4am also, and then this morning I woke up at 8am. Just now I slept at 12pm, woke up at 2pm. felt bored, and then continue sleeping. Until 3pm my mum woke me up. I started to prepare my preparation for spaghetti. Haha… just now went out for nothing with my mum, driving without any destination. Took around 1 hour, cos chatting with mum.

why am i being disappeared?

Today just in mood to write blog. Third day right after my first blog was published, my dearest grandpa passed away. This made me sad for about 8 weeks. I couldn’t even mention about his death, as my tears would burst out in any seconds. I was trying to be strong, but at nighttimes, if I ever think of him, still I will cry. He was a very positive man. He never blamed me for showing filial obedience. This makes me feel sorry to him. But anyways, I will take a good care of my grams to pay for what I’d done to my grandpa. I had learnt a valuable lesson through this incident; please love anybody that cares you before it is too late.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

thank you....

I am really thankful for having a really good brother, shin ying as my friend! I wouldn’t be standing at this level without her support! Thank you! I had been going through ups and downs of my life; my life won’t be easy without you. Thanks a lot! I might sound offensive sometimes, but believe me; I don’t have the meaning to offend you… Sorry cause sometimes my words come out without filter. I am really sorry… Anyways, I am here to tell you, thank you! Thank you for your kindness and you understanding, and your forgiveness, and your ear whenever I need it and your advice when I need it and everything! You let me know that friends mean a lot to me. Thank you, and love you forever, my dear! Hopefully that “rice colour” proton wira doesn’t bump my tiny kancil…