wedding's trick!

tmrw it's ai lim weeding's ceremony. she asked me to think how to grab "lai si" from her husband... hmmm... i dont reli know about this... so i called to ask my frens... i found, all my fren are cruel... abnormal... i feel chilled... do i reli need to do this? haha... of course i will!! just for fun ma... wakakakakaka... so good!! tmrw can grab "lai si", hope it will lead me closer to my dear... haha... i need some "luck" to get closer to my dear... hopefully can get!!

why? why? why???

Why you wanna say sorry to me? Do you know how much you hurt me? Your words hurt me. Though it hurts, you will never know your “sorry” hurt me even much! You blurted a word that hurt me so much, I thought this would be the end in between us. But why would you say sorry to me? I thought my tears were dried up already… who knew, when you said sorry, I couldn’t hold my tears… are you meant? Or you planned it? I am scared, and worried… When can I get over you? When?

love is...

不要錯過身邊愛妳的人..


看到一個深愛著你的人為你而改變，因為愛你，他收起他的頑固脾氣；因為愛你，他把你的興趣也變成是他的興趣。喜歡一個人是沒有原因的，他無悔的付出，都認為是值得的，只要能和相愛的人在一起。其實我們的身邊都有一些這樣的人，只是我們還沒發現，最懂你的人，總是會一直的在你身邊守護你，不讓你有一絲的委屈；真正愛你的人，不會說許多愛你的話，卻會做許多愛你的事。如果你身邊有這樣的人的話，請你好好珍惜....常因為你的小體貼而感動，如果你一直對我好，我可能就會喜歡你，喜歡你的我，會毫不保留的付出，天真的認為有天你就會懂。女生的心很容易受傷，所以我不輕易說出口，假如期望落空了，傷心難過很不好受，總希望你先說，如果你也猶豫不決，或許我們就這樣錯過，再來後悔為何當初不說。摘不到的星星，總是最閃亮的，溜掉的小魚，總是最美麗的。錯過的電影，總是最好看的，失去的情人，總是最懂我的。這世界上，每一個人都有個想要尋找的人，這個人，錯過了，就再也找不回來。如果愛上，就不要輕易放過機會。莽撞，可能使你後悔一陣子；怯懦，卻可能使你一輩子後悔。沒有經歷過愛情的人生是不完整的，沒有經歷過痛苦的愛情是不深...

days after relationship...

days into relationship was really suffering... maybe it just because i had bumped into wrong person... feeling tired to be another "me", totally different from my character...

i have a very strong character, as i know my stand and my borderline very much, but i pushed myself to tolenrate with ek... then, ended up, we splitted... it hurt so much, and i didn't really wanna split up with ek, but, i must to. i don't wanna hurt ek more... seiw yee told me, "short pain is better than long torture". i made up my mind, not to drag ek's time. so we ended up nicely...