anger...

why everytime must become like this?

we are only cousin, why she always demands for more?? can't we just stay at where we are? is it that hard to be cousin? everytime when she asks me question, my answer is always the same!! why she still wanna ask me? when i answer, she is sad. what for? happy?

i hate people to be like this!! i know that she loves me, since i was 15 year-old. but please, give me a break!! that doesn't mean that i must love her!! and we are cousin some more!! what the heck she is up to? when i meet her, she says i give her hope; when i don't meet her, she says i hate her and leave her! can she just give me a break??

then only it'll be fair for all of us!! US!! means i, my LG, she, and her husband!!

sadness...

sigh... last night i had the biggest argument with the dearest 1. we never quarrelled... just i protested with silence... i didn't speak any words, i just kept crying... cried for almost 30 minutes... i used my phone to sms my dearest 1, though i was on phone with my dearest 1... cos i couldn't speak... sad... but now ok already... now no more sadness...

没有你的两天...

when you told me that you will be busy for these 2 days, i was really sad... why? i had been expecting for weekend for the past week, because i can talk to you for whole day... that is what i am looking for... now u tell me u will be busy for 2 days?? i am lost... sad...