SaRangHe...

i always think of this word, cos someone always says so to me... not only says, but sang me too!! happy ar!!

Going out...

已经有一段日子没在晚上到那儿喝茶了！一到那儿，员工们都来打招呼，很热情地问为什么这么久没到那儿，感觉很像见到久违不见的老朋友！

和往常一样，大声说、大声笑，很怀念这样的生活方式，曾几何时，那儿是我和朋友见面的地方。随着年龄增长，我们开始有了自己的事业或学业，也渐渐少联络了…工作的工作，念书的就忙着考试，大家也少碰面了！曾经说过的FOREVER FRIEND，现在也没什么联络了！

当初真的以为可以一起走在身边直到永远，现在发现随着年龄增长，距离也产生了！无论是否走在一起，也失去了意义…

不知是否因为年龄增加了，现在的我开始爱胡思乱想了！但愿一切都是我的错觉而已！

现在的我，感觉就像在春天里的蜜蜂，活在花儿盛开的季节，有采不完的花蜜，好幸福啊！这要感谢某人！某人，谢谢你！我真的很珍惜你的存在！如果不是因为你，我就像是生活在冬天的蜜蜂了！

我爱听你唱歌，我爱听你说话，我爱听你呼吸，我爱看你微笑，我爱看你脸庞，我爱看你眼睛，我爱看你撒娇，我爱看、爱听、爱分享你的一切一切！你是我生活的色彩、调味、一切一切！我想念你！

Special thanks to...

This post is 4my special 1, LG..

LG, hubby loves u so much! & hubby feels so proud & blessed cos having an understanding LG here v me.. No matter wut happens, u'll give me 100% support without any doubts.. Hubby is so happy... LG, promise me, no matter wut happens, pls don't leave me... Hubby'll promise 2love u 100% v my heart! Hubby loves LG... Muaks!

LG, don't care what other ppl think or say about us... We're our own, need not bother about them, k? LG, this is da 1st time i write this! Love u!

my sorrow...

i am now numb again... i feel bad, but i try not to feel so, as my LG said i cannot say so. so now i am numb again! cos i don't wanna make him sad...

last night talked on phone with LG again, and i realised 1 thing! that i have not over ah lai yet... i am now with my LG, but still i am thinking of ah lai. it's not fair to my LG... i told LG, but LG said nothing and he was so calm as he knows i won't leave him for sure! and he cried, cos he misses me so much... i feel sorry to him! really SORRY!! whenever he needs me, i never be there for him... i am so SORRY!!

wish 2 yrs will pass very fast....!!

sorry...

i feel sorry to my dearest one... i always make him sad and worry... i never bring him any laughters or happiness... i feel like i am so weary! useless! stupid!

i never really make him happy or laugh in this duration i know him... i feel sorry and ashamed... but why i can bring laughters to friends, not him??? who can please answer me??

day by day, i feel my sorrow grows... LG, i love you, but i dont know how to take care of you... and i never know how to make you happy... for the days you know me, you had only sad and worries on me... i am really sorry... and i always say something that make you feel sad... sorry, i am really sorry... i love you...

LG, thanks for your generousity! you always share my sadness and tears... sorry... i will try to promise to make you happier, ok? i am so sorry.....

my precious one...

my precious one, my tiny one,
lay down your pretty head in my arm,

my dearest one, my darling one,
don't let your eye soak in tears,

my cherished one, my weary one,
give your sadness to me,

my srecious one, my little one,
i want you to walk out from your past...

mixed feeling...

why people in my life are always late? can't you all just make it on time? please? but now it doesn't matter at all!! because i had had someone special in my life... a someone who can take my tears and pain, who can share my laughters and contentment! he will share everything with me, for sure, i don't even have to ask him... i know him for sure!!! we are happy to have each other...

dear friends of mine, no matter you bless me or not, i will still be with him... just i need your bless, if you are generous...

my feeling...

my tears was here,
just for thy sadness,

my laughters was shared,
by thy kindness,

my sadness was gone,
with thy cares,

my happiness has reached,
with thee's here,

no matter how hot the sun is,
i will still be happy with thee's here,
no matter how cloudy the day is,
my day will still be with the sun,
as thy caring to me,
a never ending caring.

shall i compare thy caring to the restless sun?
NO! thy care never even rest in the night!
or in the rainy and cloudy days!

shall i compare thee to the caring persons who had passed by?
NO! thee are the nicest and most caring,
the person who i never met before!

thee took away my tears,
with thy happiness,

thee took away my sadness,
with thy appearance,

thee brought back the joy to my life,
and took away all the hurts,

thee and i are meant to be together,
till the end of the world comes...

happy days with tears and joys...

i cry,

but not for my sadness,

i smile,

with all the joys i bear,

i'm sad,

just for his sadness,

i'm happy,

just for his happiness,

now, i am no longer all by myself, i have my dear one in my consideration... all my life is not about him, but about US!! dear friends of mine, please bless us!!

Memorable days...

自从我认识祥祥之后，我的世界不再只是阴天而已了…我的世界开始有了色彩！
　
啊！恋爱真的会令人变得快乐、幸福！
　
一切一切都来得很突然！认识他、我们的承诺、我们的约定、我们的一切一切都在短时间内发生。刚开始，我还怀疑自己。直到我和他第一次的约会！一切都变得明朗化了！我要他，他要我；我爱他，他爱我；我需要他，他也需要我，我们都不能够失去对方！而在我们第一次约会，我们尝试了被人以冷漠的眼神盯着，但我告诉祥祥，我们并不是为他们而活。我们只要彼此相爱，一切问题已不再是问题了！
　
我们之间不单单只有快乐的时光，当然也有互相猜忌怀疑的时候。但只要我坦率地告诉他，他就会相信我！
　
我很庆幸，因为有了他之后，一切已改变了！
　
我很对不起他。因为我们是长距离恋情！

happiness + sadness ...

why would this happen on me???

Oh my God...

是不是因为老天可怜我，所以才会给我安排这场惊喜？我一路走来都觉得自己很孤独、寂寞，而且自己所经历的一切都是那么的不堪回首以及心酸！我以为自己得一辈子都这样下去了…
　
但是，自从我遇到他，一切都变了！虽然认识只有短短的几天，但一切一切都那么美好！虽然差不多每次讲电话都哭，但都没有悲伤的回忆或伤害。每次只有无限的温馨和快乐围绕着我们！我原来没被世界遗忘！原来世界还有人关心我多过关心自己！样样事都会为我设想考虑，我活了二十一年，除了我家人外，没人会这么地关心我！
　
此刻的我是多么的幸福啊！