my sorrow...

i am now numb again... i feel bad, but i try not to feel so, as my LG said i cannot say so. so now i am numb again! cos i don't wanna make him sad...

last night talked on phone with LG again, and i realised 1 thing! that i have not over ah lai yet... i am now with my LG, but still i am thinking of ah lai. it's not fair to my LG... i told LG, but LG said nothing and he was so calm as he knows i won't leave him for sure! and he cried, cos he misses me so much... i feel sorry to him! really SORRY!! whenever he needs me, i never be there for him... i am so SORRY!!

wish 2 yrs will pass very fast....!!