why? why? why???

Why you wanna say sorry to me? Do you know how much you hurt me? Your words hurt me. Though it hurts, you will never know your “sorry” hurt me even much! You blurted a word that hurt me so much, I thought this would be the end in between us. But why would you say sorry to me? I thought my tears were dried up already… who knew, when you said sorry, I couldn’t hold my tears… are you meant? Or you planned it? I am scared, and worried… When can I get over you? When?