WhERe aRE YoUR ProMiSeS...

you promised me to take a good care of me... you promised me to look after me as your pet... now you suddenly gone, how about our promises???

when i told you, i am envy with my brother's pet, pong pong, because everyone loves and pampers her. and everyones cares for her. you said, you wanna pet me, wanna take care of me and love me... i said ok... because i really believed in you... and now, suddenly you gone with the wind, what shall i do with all your promises?? what can i do??

after you left, all things came in a mess... my phone is stolen, had big argument wih my dad, a very loyal and sincere friend told me that he lied me since he has known me. and i was acting like an idiot! a damned fool idiot!! i just can't help myself, just exactly as last time!! and this is what shin ying told me before!! "kee wang, when you feel for someone, you will always get yourself into trouble. you never know how to be in the middle!!" i always say, "no, i won't repeat this!!" but everytime, i repeat! see, how useless am i?

now, i don't know how do i really feel... just numb and curiousty...