thanks...

you will never know, when you had walked out from my life, now my life is only in a mess...

i never wake up at 7.00am anymore,
my phone never receives any messages in the morning anymore,
none will listen to whar i had dane or met in the day anymore,

i miss you, as much as i need you, but will you ever know? i bet you will never know... because you never take me serious... you said you had paid for what had you done, but do you know that, i had paid even more? since after your message, all bad things ssuddenly followed me and made me almost being beaten down! well, i never blame you, because i know we shouldn't cross the borderline... i really know, but i just couldn't help myself from being going to you... really... now, i become more moody... i wish, i never lose you... but wish is always a wish, it helps nothing...