the day with down mood...

waking up in the morning,
finding some shitty things happened,
wtf!!
really hoping that all these things,
and these people would be disappeared!
with a deep disappointment,
i feel myself standing in the middle of puzzle,
totally alone,
with my own,
no other people here to help,
and it's also feeling like,
i am sinking into the sea!
i am so sick,
for this feeling,
and for being alone!

i am waiting,
waiting for freedom to come,
and the day!
i believe the day will come,
and freedom will be here,
but i scare,
scare that i can't wait for the day,
because there are always too many,
too many obstacles,
that pull me down all the time,
especially the "witch".
who always curses me,
and wishing me to be disappeared...

oh freedom,
please,
hold me with your hand,
firm me with your power,
bring me wisdom to overcome,
overcome this difficult times...
i wish i have the power,
to banguish the "witch" out of my life...
everynight before i sleep,
i always pray,
pray that i could walk away,
away from this life!
god,
please bless me...