放下...

will it be easy for you to let go?
will it really be past tense when you had decided to let go?
will you feel calm when you letting go?

will you .... ?
will you .... ?
will you .... ??

there are always so many questions before you really take the next step,
there are always so many doubts,
but when you once make up your mind,
all these will be no more a question,
but they will be your encourages to go on...

i had told myself to let go,
a relationship that needs me to wait for another 1 year,
which i had been waiting for 2 years...

it's hard,
but it will be a past,
only time concern...

only time can cure wounds,
no matter how deep it was hurt,
still,
time is the best cure...

i was very stubborn, once,
i was very insisting in waiting for the relationship, once,
i was very stuck to my stand, once,
i was very into the belief, once,
i stood still on my feet, once,

but,

after the disappointments this relationship brought me,
i doubted,
i worried,
i scared,
i cried,
i feared,
i tried,
i struggled,
i was sad,
i insisted,
i believed,

and lastly,

i quitted...
i can't afford to wait anymore,
and i can't face all these anymore,
and i don't wanna face all these anymore...

lately, i am into a song,
what if, by kate winslet,
我很相信遗憾美，
拥有有时未必是福气，
失去未必是坏事。

如果没有放弃的话，那现在我们会怎样？
如果我真的在意他，为什么我会放弃？
如果是真爱，当初为什么让我等待？
如果真的在一起，真的可以天长地久吗？
如果在一起，真的可以幸福吗？

所以，放手未必是坏事，
祝福，
才是爱的最高境界！
你学会祝福了吗？















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