bad mood~

Last night was really bad moments! My brother told me that he is gonna sell my car cos he wanted to change car for his own, then his present car will authorise it to me. I know he understands cos I have to pay instalment monthly for about RM320. After selling my car, I don’t have to pay any instalment anymore. Moreover I can drive to Ipoh with his car as it is safer. My instalment will end after 2 more years. He really wants to help me. But I love my car so much, until I can’t let it go. Last night I cried cos I feel myself is useless. My car protects me from raging storm, sun and wind, but at the turn, I can’t even protect HIM! I guess HE sure will feel unfair, but what to do. This is becoming a fact. So sad…