business partner SUCKS!!!

I was really upset and disappointed. My business partners betrayed me and I got scolded because of them! Guys, once you’re working, don’t ever trust your business partner 100%. Or else, you will go through the same situation as I did. I trusted in them even I never corporate with them, and I treated them as friends. Well, I had made a big mistake, friends are different from business. Because of this, I had lost my own trust. Hotel side was really angry for my mistake. So I am now regretted for being naïve and trustful in business. No kind and honest man will survive.

my day on 26 / 06 / 2005...

Today we went to my grandpa’s tomb as it had been finally done! My uncle and I went to plant some dunno what ‘Japan Grass’ yesterday morning, then later in the evening, we went to water those grass again. So tired! Today I cooked spaghetti again, as last time my spaghetti didn’t success! So today I challenged it again! Wahaha! I had made it! It’s so delicious! Today I supposed to meet shin ying 1, but I spent my afternoon sleeping at home, as I didn’t sleep well since last Friday, I should say I didn’t have enough sleep since Friday. I slept at around 4am in the Saturday morning, and then I woke up at 7am… scary!! The previous night I slept at around 3am also. Last night I slept at 4am also, and then this morning I woke up at 8am. Just now I slept at 12pm, woke up at 2pm. felt bored, and then continue sleeping. Until 3pm my mum woke me up. I started to prepare my preparation for spaghetti. Haha… just now went out for nothing with my mum, driving without any destination. Took around 1 hour, cos chatting with mum.

why am i being disappeared?

Today just in mood to write blog. Third day right after my first blog was published, my dearest grandpa passed away. This made me sad for about 8 weeks. I couldn’t even mention about his death, as my tears would burst out in any seconds. I was trying to be strong, but at nighttimes, if I ever think of him, still I will cry. He was a very positive man. He never blamed me for showing filial obedience. This makes me feel sorry to him. But anyways, I will take a good care of my grams to pay for what I’d done to my grandpa. I had learnt a valuable lesson through this incident; please love anybody that cares you before it is too late.

thank you....

I am really thankful for having a really good brother, shin ying as my friend! I wouldn’t be standing at this level without her support! Thank you! I had been going through ups and downs of my life; my life won’t be easy without you. Thanks a lot! I might sound offensive sometimes, but believe me; I don’t have the meaning to offend you… Sorry cause sometimes my words come out without filter. I am really sorry… Anyways, I am here to tell you, thank you! Thank you for your kindness and you understanding, and your forgiveness, and your ear whenever I need it and your advice when I need it and everything! You let me know that friends mean a lot to me. Thank you, and love you forever, my dear! Hopefully that “rice colour” proton wira doesn’t bump my tiny kancil…

big decision....

I had made a very important decision for my life on my BIRTHDAY! I had been struggling for this for almost 4 years, finally I had made up my mind and I’m released from this curse! Thank God, for sending a nice guy to give me few pieces of useful advices, I am gonna tell this guy, thank you, khang yeen!! You are the angel who was sent to this world to help me! For my dear friends at following: shin ying, thank you for your positive support for my decision. Joyce, Soo Yee, Chin Chin, Pi Wei, Lieh Wei, thanks for your support and I really treasure you guys!!!

29/04/2005

Last night I went for barbeque at sy’s house. The barbeque was only for 7 human beings. The 7 human being were, lieh wei, shin ying, chee yong, fiona, pei huan, chin chin, and of course, me myself. We planned to start at 7pm. I rushed to fetched chin at 7.20pm, and I thought we were seriously late, who knew, haha… we were the first to reach. For the first 2 hours, were still normal, barbequing chic wings, balls, hot dogs, fish, squids, “kim jiam hua” and don’t know what else vege from Mars… (Fiona brought 1). Then, the story started. Sy’s sister came out to snap photo. We stood and acted to barbeque hot dogs without any stuffs helping. (huh? Don’t understand? Sorry I can’t help, use your imagination). Then those “human beings” started to take off their skin and mask. Some of them climbed up the gate to snap photos. Then, I was forced (???) to stand in the middle of them to dance ballet, shaped like “ham” (shell). After the “Swan Lake” performance, there came concert, performed by CKW. Not singing by me, but only performing the scene of singers going down to the stage by lift. The reaction was not bad, at least got flash light flashing. Haha… later, we acted like the hero and heroine in India movies, 1 of us hang on the post to snap photo some more! So alien! After India movie, we performed a short drama, “Why Miss Universe will cry when she was selected”. We edited into movie, it’s limited edition, can’t buy it in any cd outlets. After tired for snapping photos, we played a childish game. Christine, (don’t what’s her name) joined us. Christine is sy’s sister baby. She is so cute. Whole noising cos wanted to join us. At here, I use this opportunity to thank shin ying, for her generous to lend her house compound, aunty, uncle, ah jie, thanks for preparing everything! lieh wei, thank you for your noodles, and sorry for not helping you to wash dishes. wee, thank you for being driver! Fiona, I heard your salad was fabulous, but I didn’t taste it, cos I was sitting for barbequed stuffs. chee yong, thank you for bringing so much of laughter to us. chin chin, thank you for the willingness to allow me to be your driver. Thank you, guys! I love you guys.