recent me...

being on myself is not a big deal,
standing on own feet is not that difficult,
facing problems by my own is not that hard,

but why i still feel that i am needing someone???
do i reeally need someone to take care of me??
i thought i am tough enough to face anything...
but why do i feel all these??
is it because i am facing what i can't face??
or something that i not dare enough to face??

FRIEND, if i tell you that i don't miss YOU at all,
it is a lie,
if i tell YOU that i had over YOU,
it's meaning i am cheating on YOU!

i stop myself from disturning YOU!
and i HATE myself for loving YOU!!

but now,
at here,
this moment,
i just,
wanna ask,
how are YOU??

i guess YOU know who am i talking about..
take care...