sickness...

i am sick again... heavy flu...why i always being attacked by flu? hate flu... i even hate those aunties who are too free to gossip around. don't even know what the heck is in their brain! hatred makes me angry, but i try to hold my temper. i wanna be a good EQ manager. so stressed for these few weeks, and have to go through the stress till the end of this year... don't know when can get over this illness, started to ill since middle of september.

hungry now... not yet go for lunch. rushing quotation...

i don't understand why some people can act like nothing happened after the harmness he brought to other? the world is really unfair to everyone. some still live nicely after hurting people, some, live unhappily, even he brings no harm to people... really unfair... i dont wanna change anything that is existing, i just want a fair life... where all people will get rewarded or punished accordingly... i feel selfish people always live better than other type of people, and selfish people bring most harm... only those kind hearted people will get bullied... why? thought the world has justice, but in fact, no, i mean NO! fed up... nothing will cheer me, just follow the old steps and go on my life in this way... i tried to fight, i tried to protest, i tried to object, all comes to nothing... fed up, really fed up with everything, guess it's time to accept what is coming... no point to fight, i won't win in this battle for forever, so what for? sad... feeling so suffer to accept, but other than accept, i have no more way to go...